Lemon & Herb Roasted Chicken

I was staring up at the moon last night as it took its familiar place in the sheet of black canvas overhead. It was full and bright and lit up half the neighbourhood with her glow. And I was thinking about my wife and wondering if she was looking at the same moon from a thousand miles away.

Ever since I’ve known her, my wife always points up at the moon whenever we’re outside at dark. She’ll comment on how big and beautiful it is and she’ll say it’s a thing her mom and her have in common. No matter where in the world she is, that’s the one common thread that keeps them bound together. 


So with my wife away this week and the common occurrences no longer common, I stick close to familiarity wherever I can find it. And I relish the chance to do the things we normally do because it keeps her close, at least it feels that way. And before bed each night I look over at the plump pillow that normally holds her shape and smile as a stream of light from the moon shines through the window and keeps me company.


When she is around we have certain routines that keep us grounded and connected. Half of the time we’re both so busy that it feels like we’re spinning in circles and we lose focus of the most important segments of our life. Each other. So we take moments like dinners at the table to reconnect. And connect.

Often it’s on a weekend night when we’ll stop what we’re doing and come together. I’ll be in the kitchen making the kind of dinner that I grew up on, like roast chicken. And she’ll be nearby watching it all unfold and setting the table proper, like she does when we’re having company over. In a way we are. We just happen to know them very, very well.


On Friday through Sunday nights I always think about meals like roast chicken or big bowls of pasta and it immediately conjures up images of family around the big dining room table. With us it’s no different. I’ll make my favourite roast chicken stuffed with lemons and herbs and garlic and we’ll sit at the table together and lose track of time. And inside I wish it never ends.

With my wife away for a few more days I take comfort in that meal, even by myself. It’s like I’m a kid again playing dress up for some event that never happens. In this case a family meal with the candles and wine and a place setting for two, with one empty seat. 


Lemon & Herb Roasted Chicken is really a meal meant for a family, so I open up the curtains and stare at the moon. And I smile because it feels like she’s right across the table from me, where she belongs.


From my kitchen to yours, happy eating!

Lemon & Herb Roasted Chicken


The Goods:

• 1 whole chicken
• coarse sea salt and fresh cracked pepper
• 1 lemon, halved
• half garlic head, cut horizontally
• 4 fresh thyme sprigs
• 3 fresh rosemary sprigs
• 6 sage leaves
• small handful parsley
• 4 tbsp. butter, room temperature(rub)
• 3 cloves garlic, minced(rub)
• 3 tbsp. fresh rosemary, chopped(rub)
• black pepper(rub)
• 1 lemon, zested(rub)